וּנְקַלֹּ֤תִי עוֹד֙ מִזֹּ֔את וְהָיִ֥יתִי שָׁפָ֖ל בְּעֵינָ֑י וְעִם־הָֽאֲמָהוֹת֙ אֲשֶׁ֣ר אָמַ֔רְתְּ עִמָּ֖ם אִכָּבֵֽדָה׃
And I will be yet more vile than thus, and will be base in mine own sight; and with the handmaids whom thou hast spoken of, with them will I get me honour.’
Rashi on II Samuel
[Had] I made light even more. Before Him [even] more then this [that] I made light of myself now.
Rashi on II Samuel
I would be more honoured among them. They do not ridicule me but I am important in their eyes becasue of this.