Job 13:19 Kabbalah

מִי־ה֭וּא יָרִ֣יב עִמָּדִ֑י כִּֽי־עַתָּ֖ה אַחֲרִ֣ישׁ וְאֶגְוָֽע׃

Who is he that will contend with me? For then would I hold my peace and die.

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