Job 3:10 Kabbalah

כִּ֤י לֹ֣א סָ֭גַר דַּלְתֵ֣י בִטְנִ֑י וַיַּסְתֵּ֥ר עָ֝מָ֗ל מֵעֵינָֽי׃

Because it shut not up the doors of my [mother’s] womb, Nor hid trouble from mine eyes.

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