כִּֽי־עַ֭תָּה שָׁכַ֣בְתִּי וְאֶשְׁק֑וֹט יָ֝שַׁ֗נְתִּי אָ֤ז ׀ יָנ֬וּחַֽ לִֽי׃
For now should I have lain still and been quiet; I should have slept; then had I been at rest—
Read kabbalistic (mystical) interpretation of Job 3:13: and classical mystical sources.