כִּֽי־לִפְנֵ֣י לַ֭חְמִי אַנְחָתִ֣י תָבֹ֑א וַֽיִּתְּכ֥וּ כַ֝מַּ֗יִם שַׁאֲגֹתָֽי׃
For my sighing cometh instead of my food, And my roarings are poured out like water.
Read kabbalistic (mystical) interpretation of Job 3:24: and classical mystical sources.