Job 6:7 Kabbalah

מֵאֲנָ֣ה לִנְגּ֣וֹעַ נַפְשִׁ֑י הֵ֝֗מָּה כִּדְוֵ֥י לַחְמִֽי׃

My soul refuseth to touch them; they are as the sickness of my flesh.

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