כַּ֭מָּה לֹא־תִשְׁעֶ֣ה מִמֶּ֑נִּי לֹֽא־תַ֝רְפֵּ֗נִי עַד־בִּלְעִ֥י רֻקִּֽי׃
How long wilt Thou not look away from me, Nor let me alone till I swallow down my spittle?
Read kabbalistic (mystical) interpretation of Job 7:19: and classical mystical sources.