אֲשֶׁ֣ר אִם־צָ֭דַקְתִּי לֹ֣א אֶעֱנֶ֑ה לִ֝מְשֹׁפְטִ֗י אֶתְחַנָּֽן׃
Whom, though I were righteous, yet would I not answer; I would make supplication to Him that contendeth with me.
Read kabbalistic (mystical) interpretation of Job 9:15: and classical mystical sources.