Job 9:28 Kabbalah

יָגֹ֥רְתִּי כָל־עַצְּבֹתָ֑י יָ֝דַ֗עְתִּי כִּי־לֹ֥א תְנַקֵּֽנִי׃

I am afraid of all my pains, I know that Thou wilt not hold me guiltless.

Read kabbalistic (mystical) interpretation of Job 9:28: and classical mystical sources.