אוּלַ֛י יִרְאֶ֥ה יְהוָ֖ה בעוני [בְּעֵינִ֑י] וְהֵשִׁ֨יב יְהוָ֥ה לִי֙ טוֹבָ֔ה תַּ֥חַת קִלְלָת֖וֹ הַיּ֥וֹם הַזֶּֽה׃
It may be that the LORD will look on mine eye, and that the LORD will requite me good for his cursing of me this day.’
Read kabbalistic (mystical) interpretation of II Samuel 16:12: and classical mystical sources.