וַאֲנִ֣י אָמַ֔רְתִּי נִגְרַ֖שְׁתִּי מִנֶּ֣גֶד עֵינֶ֑יךָ אַ֚ךְ אוֹסִ֣יף לְהַבִּ֔יט אֶל־הֵיכַ֖ל קָדְשֶֽׁךָ׃
And I said: ‘I am cast out From before Thine eyes’; Yet I will look again Toward Thy holy temple.
Read kabbalistic (mystical) interpretation of Jonah 2:5: and classical mystical sources.