Leviticus 9:8 Kabbalah

וַיִּקְרַ֥ב אַהֲרֹ֖ן אֶל־הַמִּזְבֵּ֑חַ וַיִּשְׁחַ֛ט אֶת־עֵ֥גֶל הַחַטָּ֖את אֲשֶׁר־לֽוֹ׃

So Aaron drew near unto the altar, and slew the calf of the sin-offering, which was for himself.

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