כִּֽי־קִנְאַ֣ת בֵּיתְךָ֣ אֲכָלָ֑תְנִי וְחֶרְפּ֥וֹת ח֝וֹרְפֶ֗יךָ נָפְל֥וּ עָלָֽי׃
Because zeal for Thy house hath eaten me up, And the reproaches of them that reproach Thee are fallen upon me.
Read kabbalistic (mystical) interpretation of Psalms 69:10: and classical mystical sources.