אַתָּ֤ה יָדַ֗עְתָּ חֶרְפָּתִ֣י וּ֭בָשְׁתִּי וּכְלִמָּתִ֑י נֶ֝גְדְּךָ֗ כָּל־צוֹרְרָֽי׃
Thou knowest my reproach, and my shame, and my confusion; Mine adversaries are all before Thee.
Read kabbalistic (mystical) interpretation of Psalms 69:20: and classical mystical sources.