Psalms 73:13 Kabbalah

אַךְ־רִ֭יק זִכִּ֣יתִי לְבָבִ֑י וָאֶרְחַ֖ץ בְּנִקָּי֣וֹן כַּפָּֽי׃

Surely in vain have I cleansed my heart, And washed my hands in innocency;

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