Psalms 89:51 Kabbalah

זְכֹ֣ר אֲ֭דֹנָי חֶרְפַּ֣ת עֲבָדֶ֑יךָ שְׂאֵתִ֥י בְ֝חֵיקִ֗י כָּל־רַבִּ֥ים עַמִּֽים׃

Remember, Lord, the taunt of Thy servants; How I do bear in my bosom [the taunt of] so many peoples;

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