Les Psaumes 119:82 Midrash : Midrash Tehillim

"My soul has pined for Your salvation" (Psalms 119:81), as Jeremiah said, "Why do You forget us forever?" (Lamentations 5:20), "You have spurned us and rejected us," but "Restore us to Yourself" (Lamentations 5:21). Similarly, it is said, "The harvest has passed, the summer has ended, and we are not saved" (Jeremiah 8:20), and David said, "How long, O Lord? Will You forget me forever?" (Psalms 13:2) and "You, O Lord, have knowledge; remember me and take note of me; avenge me of my persecutors. Do not, because of Your patience, lead me to disillusionment. Take note that I suffer disgrace for Your sake" (Jeremiah 15:15). You are patient, but our spirit is weak, and the longer You wait, the more our souls are consumed. Therefore, it is said, "My soul has pined for Your salvation." "My eyes fail from searching Your word, saying, 'When will You comfort me?'" (Psalms 119:82). Why did my eyes fail? Concerning this, it is written, "For a set time, an appointed time; though it tarries, wait for it, for it will surely come, it will not delay" (Habakkuk 2:3). The appointed times have passed, yet You have not comforted me. Therefore, it is said, "When will You comfort me?" "For I am like smoke, long neglected" (Psalms 119:83). However, Daniel said, "Many shall purify themselves and be cleansed and refined; the wicked shall act wickedly and none of the wicked shall understand, but the wise shall understand" (Daniel 12:10). We have already been refined and cleansed; we have already endured all manner of affliction, as it is said, "For I am like smoke, long neglected." There is no greater refinement than death, as it is said, "How many are the days of Your servant?" (Psalms 119:84). Even though You brought Israel out of Egypt, we fear that they will be subjugated in the midst of the building. If it is Your will, do for us as it is said, "Make known among the nations in our sight" (Psalms 79:10). The Holy One, Blessed be He, said to them, "You ask Me to act, and I shall indeed act, as it is said, 'I will repay Babylon and all the inhabitants of Chaldea for all the evil they have done to Zion in your sight'" (Jeremiah 51:24). "The wicked have dug pits for me" (Psalms 119:85). Israel said to the Holy One, Blessed be He, "The wicked have not dug one pit for me, but many." It is written in the Torah, "You shall not slaughter it and its young both in one day" (Leviticus 22:28), and concerning me it is written, "Upon the iniquity of their fathers they will stumble" (Hosea 10:14). It is written in the Torah, "He shall pour out its blood" (Leviticus 17:13), and concerning me it is written, "I have been poured out like water" (Psalms 22:15).

"I have done justice and righteousness; do not leave me to my oppressors." Isaiah said, "Zion shall be redeemed with justice." The Lord said, "If Israel does justice and righteousness, they shall be redeemed immediately." Furthermore, I will punish their enemies, as it is written, "Zion shall be redeemed with justice." What is written after that? "But transgressors and sinners shall be destroyed." David also said, "They shall be redeemed with justice." And he also said, "Keep justice and do righteousness." Thus, Israel said, "We did not act as our forefather Abraham did with his guarantee, as it is written, 'For I have known him, that he will command his children.'" We made our guarantee, so you should make yours. Guarantee the welfare of your servant. What is the guarantee of your servant? That I will not descend into Gehenna (Hell); if you do not guarantee me, who will guarantee me?" Likewise, Hezekiah said (Isaiah 38:14), "Like a twittering swallow, like a crane, so I chirp; I moan like a dove; my eyes are raised on high." And Job also said (Job 17:3), "Please put up collateral for me with yourself; who is there that will shake hands with me?" Job meant that if it were money, silver, gold, or shoes, he would put them up as collateral, but who can put up their soul as collateral, or who would give their soul for the sake of their friend? Who can put up collateral for me if I have no one to do so? Therefore it is said, "Pledge Yourself on behalf of Your servant for good" (Psalms 119:122), meaning that I will do Your will and You will bring me good and not let the wicked oppress me. "My eyes fail from looking for Your salvation" (Psalms 119:82). To which statement did You say to Israel, "When you walk through fire, you shall not be scorched" (Isaiah 43:2)? Why? "For I am the Lord your God, the Holy One of Israel, your Savior" (Isaiah 43:3). And it is written, "I will save My flock" (Ezekiel 34:22). Save us as You have promised (Psalms 119:82). Perhaps You desire good deeds from us? We have no merit or good deeds of our own. You have done kindness with us, as it is said, "Do with Your servant according to Your kindness" (Psalms 119:124). The first ones whom You redeemed were not redeemed through their own deeds but You did kindness with them and redeemed them. And so it is written, "You have led with Your kindness" (Exodus 15:13). Just as You did with the first ones, do with us. Therefore it is said, "Do with Your servant according to Your kindness."