וְכָל־זֶ֕ה אֵינֶ֥נּוּ שֹׁוֶ֖ה לִ֑י בְּכָל־עֵ֗ת אֲשֶׁ֨ר אֲנִ֤י רֹאֶה֙ אֶת־מָרְדֳּכַ֣י הַיְּהוּדִ֔י יוֹשֵׁ֖ב בְּשַׁ֥עַר הַמֶּֽלֶךְ׃
“Tetapi semua itu tidak berarti apa-apa bagiku selama aku masih melihat Mordekhai, orang Yahudi itu, duduk di gerbang istana raja.”
Rashi
[This] is meaningless to me. I do not care for all the honor that I have.
Rashi
Whenever, etc. Our Rabbis said that he [Mordechai] would show him [Haman] a deed that he had sold himself [to Mordechai] as a slave because of lack of food when they were appointed—Mordechai and Haman as commanders of troops—in the same war.6Maseches Megillah 15a-b.