וַתִּזְנַ֧ח מִשָּׁל֛וֹם נַפְשִׁ֖י נָשִׁ֥יתִי טוֹבָֽה׃
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Ein Yaakov (Glick Edition)
It is written (Lam. 3, 17.) And thou hast removed my soul from peace. R. Abuhu said: "This refers to the kindling of the Sabbath lamp," And I forgot happiness, (Ib.) "This," said R. Jeremiah, "refers to a bath-house." R.Jochanan said: "This refers to the washing; of his hands and feet in warm water." R. Isaac said: "This refers to a nicely fixed bed with comfortable bedding upon it." R. Abba said: "This refers to elegant furniture and an elegantly robed wife. Our Rabbis taught: "Who is to be considered rich? 'Every one,' says R. Meier, 'who enjoys his riches [whether great or little].' R. Tarphon says: 'Every one who has a hundred vineyards and a hundred fields with a hundred slaves to labor in them.' R. Akiba said: 'He who has a wife that is becoming in all her acts.' R. Jose said: 'He who has a privy within his house.'"
Eikhah Rabbah
“He has broken my teeth with gravel, covered me in ashes” (Lamentations 3:16).
“He has broken my teeth with gravel” – there was an incident involving the son of Rabbi Ḥananya ben Teradyon, who joined robbers and revealed their secret. They killed him and filled his mouth with dirt and pebbles. Three days later, [his body was found]. They placed him on a rope stretcher and sought to laud him in deference to his father, but he did not allow them to do so. He said to them: ‘Leave him, and I will speak about my son.’ He began and said: “I did not heed the voice of my instructors, and to my teachers I did not incline my ear. I was on the verge of complete degradation in the midst of an assembly and a congregation” (Proverbs 5:13–14). His mother read in his regard: “A foolish son is vexation to his father, and bitterness to the one who bore him” (Proverbs 17:25). His sister read in his regard: “Bread of falsehood is sweet to a man, but afterward his mouth will be filled with gravel” (Proverbs 20:17).
We learned: Whenever it is the meal of the ninth of Av,28The last meal before the ninth of Av. it is prohibited to eat meat, to drink wine, to eat two cooked items, to wash, and to anoint oneself. Whenever it is not the meal of the ninth of Av, it is permitted to eat meat, to drink wine, and to eat two cooked items. Rav, after he would eat his fill of food, would take one small piece of bread, place ashes on it, and say: This is the meal of the ninth of Av, to fulfill what is stated: “He has broken my teeth with gravel, covered me in ashes.”
“My soul has forsaken peace; I have forgotten goodness” (Lamentations 3:17).
“My soul has forsaken peace; I have forgotten goodness” – Rabbi Elazar ben Rabbi Yosei said in the name of Rabbi Ḥananya son of Rabbi Abbahu: There was an incident involving a woman who took her son to a baker in Caesarea. She said to him: ‘Teach my son a craft.’ He said to her: ‘Let him stay with me for five years, and I will teach him five hundred species of wheat.’29How to distinguish between the different species, and how best to use each one. How many species of wheat are there? Rabbi Aḥa said: With Minit wheat they are unquantifiable.30Minit is a type of wheat mentioned in Ezekiel 27:17. The Rabbis say: There are five hundred species of wheat, equivalent to the numerical value of Minit.31Mem – 40; nun – 50; yod – 10; tav – 400 = 500 Rabbi Ḥanina and Rabbi Yonatan were sitting and counting them, and they got to sixty.
In addition, Rabbi Elazar ben Rabbi Yosei said: There was an incident involving a certain woman who took her son to a certain chef. She said to him: ‘Teach my son a craft.’ He said to her: ‘Let him stay with me for five years, and I will teach him one hundred types of eggs.’32One hundred dishes that can be prepared with eggs. Rabbi [Yehuda HaNasi] heard and said: We have not seen that there is such goodness in the world. Rabbi Shimon ben Ḥalafta heard and said: We have not heard that there is such goodness in the world.33We have never seen or heard that there is such a range of foods to benefit from. These statements relate to the end of the verse: “I have forgotten goodness.”
Rabbi Yehuda ben Beteira went to Netzivin on the day before the great fast.34Yom Kippur He ate and finished.35He ate his fill and stopped eating even though the fast had not yet begun. The Exilarch heard and came to him. He said to him: ‘Heed my request, my Master.’36Please come eat the meal before the fast with me. He said to him: ‘I have already eaten and finished.’ He said to him: ‘Heed my request, my Master, so they will not say that he did not regard him at all to expend any effort on his behalf.’37The Exilarch asked Rabbi Yehuda ben Beteira to join him, if only so that it not appear as though Rabbi Yehuda ben Beteira was disrespecting him. He went with him. When he went, he said to his servant: ‘My son, a dish that you bring us once, do not bring it to us another time.’ While they were eating, he brought before them eighty cooked dishes. He ate one loaf with each dish and one cup from each barrel. [The Exilarch] said to him: ‘My Master, after you ate and finished, we brought eighty dishes before you; with each dish, my Master ate one loaf, and from each barrel, my Master drank one cup.’38The Exilarch was saying to Rabbi Yehuda ben Beteira that he must have still been hungry, and therefore the Exilarch had benefited him. [Rabbi Yehuda ben Beteira] said: ‘Why do they call it39The body nafsha? Because the more it is given, the more it expands [nefisha].’
Rabbi Abbahu went to Basra and was received by Yosei “the head.” They brought before him eighty types of birds’ brains.40Eighty dishes prepared with birds’ brains. He said to him: ‘Do not be angry, my Master, as the hunt was insufficient.’ They called him Yosei “the head” because all of his food was only birds’ brains.
Rabbi Ḥiyya the Great went to the south and was received by Rabbi Yehoshua ben Levi. They brought before him twenty-four cooked dishes. [Rabbi Ḥiyya] said to him: ‘What do you do on Shabbat?’ He said to him: ‘We double them.’ Sometime later, Rabbi Yehoshua ben Levi came to Tiberias and was received by Rabbi Ḥiyya the Great. He gave drachmas to the disciples of Rabbi Yehoshua ben Levi and said to them: ‘Go provide for your Master as he is accustomed.’41Rabbi Ḥiyya himself could not prepare an adequate feast for Rabbi Yehoshua ben Levi.
Rabbi Yitzḥak ben Rabbi Eliezer knew how to prepare meals according to the number of days in the solar year. When he had the means, he would do so.42He would prepare a different meal each day. When he did not have the means, he would take seeds and count them, so that he would not forget them.43He would eat the seeds individually, and associate the dishes to the corresponding number of seeds, so that he would not be included in the curse mentioned in the verse, “I have forgotten goodness” (Midrash HaMevo’ar). These stories are related in the midrash in order to accentuate the troubles that have occurred and which have caused the goodness that was found in previous times to be forgotten.
“I have forgotten goodness” – Rabban Shimon ben Gamliel said: This is washing one’s hands and feet after the bathhouse.44Even this simple pleasure has become impossible and has been forgotten due to the suffering of the Jewish people.
“I said: My strength and my expectation have perished from the Lord” (Lamentations 3:18).
“I said: My strength and my expectation have perished from the Lord” – Rabbi Shimon ben Lakish said: After the Holy One blessed be He despairs of the righteous in this world, He then has mercy on them. That is what is written: “I said: My strength [and my expectation] have perished.”45Israel had thought there was no hope of salvation, but in fact salvation will come.
“He has broken my teeth with gravel” – there was an incident involving the son of Rabbi Ḥananya ben Teradyon, who joined robbers and revealed their secret. They killed him and filled his mouth with dirt and pebbles. Three days later, [his body was found]. They placed him on a rope stretcher and sought to laud him in deference to his father, but he did not allow them to do so. He said to them: ‘Leave him, and I will speak about my son.’ He began and said: “I did not heed the voice of my instructors, and to my teachers I did not incline my ear. I was on the verge of complete degradation in the midst of an assembly and a congregation” (Proverbs 5:13–14). His mother read in his regard: “A foolish son is vexation to his father, and bitterness to the one who bore him” (Proverbs 17:25). His sister read in his regard: “Bread of falsehood is sweet to a man, but afterward his mouth will be filled with gravel” (Proverbs 20:17).
We learned: Whenever it is the meal of the ninth of Av,28The last meal before the ninth of Av. it is prohibited to eat meat, to drink wine, to eat two cooked items, to wash, and to anoint oneself. Whenever it is not the meal of the ninth of Av, it is permitted to eat meat, to drink wine, and to eat two cooked items. Rav, after he would eat his fill of food, would take one small piece of bread, place ashes on it, and say: This is the meal of the ninth of Av, to fulfill what is stated: “He has broken my teeth with gravel, covered me in ashes.”
“My soul has forsaken peace; I have forgotten goodness” (Lamentations 3:17).
“My soul has forsaken peace; I have forgotten goodness” – Rabbi Elazar ben Rabbi Yosei said in the name of Rabbi Ḥananya son of Rabbi Abbahu: There was an incident involving a woman who took her son to a baker in Caesarea. She said to him: ‘Teach my son a craft.’ He said to her: ‘Let him stay with me for five years, and I will teach him five hundred species of wheat.’29How to distinguish between the different species, and how best to use each one. How many species of wheat are there? Rabbi Aḥa said: With Minit wheat they are unquantifiable.30Minit is a type of wheat mentioned in Ezekiel 27:17. The Rabbis say: There are five hundred species of wheat, equivalent to the numerical value of Minit.31Mem – 40; nun – 50; yod – 10; tav – 400 = 500 Rabbi Ḥanina and Rabbi Yonatan were sitting and counting them, and they got to sixty.
In addition, Rabbi Elazar ben Rabbi Yosei said: There was an incident involving a certain woman who took her son to a certain chef. She said to him: ‘Teach my son a craft.’ He said to her: ‘Let him stay with me for five years, and I will teach him one hundred types of eggs.’32One hundred dishes that can be prepared with eggs. Rabbi [Yehuda HaNasi] heard and said: We have not seen that there is such goodness in the world. Rabbi Shimon ben Ḥalafta heard and said: We have not heard that there is such goodness in the world.33We have never seen or heard that there is such a range of foods to benefit from. These statements relate to the end of the verse: “I have forgotten goodness.”
Rabbi Yehuda ben Beteira went to Netzivin on the day before the great fast.34Yom Kippur He ate and finished.35He ate his fill and stopped eating even though the fast had not yet begun. The Exilarch heard and came to him. He said to him: ‘Heed my request, my Master.’36Please come eat the meal before the fast with me. He said to him: ‘I have already eaten and finished.’ He said to him: ‘Heed my request, my Master, so they will not say that he did not regard him at all to expend any effort on his behalf.’37The Exilarch asked Rabbi Yehuda ben Beteira to join him, if only so that it not appear as though Rabbi Yehuda ben Beteira was disrespecting him. He went with him. When he went, he said to his servant: ‘My son, a dish that you bring us once, do not bring it to us another time.’ While they were eating, he brought before them eighty cooked dishes. He ate one loaf with each dish and one cup from each barrel. [The Exilarch] said to him: ‘My Master, after you ate and finished, we brought eighty dishes before you; with each dish, my Master ate one loaf, and from each barrel, my Master drank one cup.’38The Exilarch was saying to Rabbi Yehuda ben Beteira that he must have still been hungry, and therefore the Exilarch had benefited him. [Rabbi Yehuda ben Beteira] said: ‘Why do they call it39The body nafsha? Because the more it is given, the more it expands [nefisha].’
Rabbi Abbahu went to Basra and was received by Yosei “the head.” They brought before him eighty types of birds’ brains.40Eighty dishes prepared with birds’ brains. He said to him: ‘Do not be angry, my Master, as the hunt was insufficient.’ They called him Yosei “the head” because all of his food was only birds’ brains.
Rabbi Ḥiyya the Great went to the south and was received by Rabbi Yehoshua ben Levi. They brought before him twenty-four cooked dishes. [Rabbi Ḥiyya] said to him: ‘What do you do on Shabbat?’ He said to him: ‘We double them.’ Sometime later, Rabbi Yehoshua ben Levi came to Tiberias and was received by Rabbi Ḥiyya the Great. He gave drachmas to the disciples of Rabbi Yehoshua ben Levi and said to them: ‘Go provide for your Master as he is accustomed.’41Rabbi Ḥiyya himself could not prepare an adequate feast for Rabbi Yehoshua ben Levi.
Rabbi Yitzḥak ben Rabbi Eliezer knew how to prepare meals according to the number of days in the solar year. When he had the means, he would do so.42He would prepare a different meal each day. When he did not have the means, he would take seeds and count them, so that he would not forget them.43He would eat the seeds individually, and associate the dishes to the corresponding number of seeds, so that he would not be included in the curse mentioned in the verse, “I have forgotten goodness” (Midrash HaMevo’ar). These stories are related in the midrash in order to accentuate the troubles that have occurred and which have caused the goodness that was found in previous times to be forgotten.
“I have forgotten goodness” – Rabban Shimon ben Gamliel said: This is washing one’s hands and feet after the bathhouse.44Even this simple pleasure has become impossible and has been forgotten due to the suffering of the Jewish people.
“I said: My strength and my expectation have perished from the Lord” (Lamentations 3:18).
“I said: My strength and my expectation have perished from the Lord” – Rabbi Shimon ben Lakish said: After the Holy One blessed be He despairs of the righteous in this world, He then has mercy on them. That is what is written: “I said: My strength [and my expectation] have perished.”45Israel had thought there was no hope of salvation, but in fact salvation will come.
Midrash Tehillim
"You are righteous, O Lord, etc." Solomon said (Proverbs 8:8-9), "In righteousness, all the words of my mouth are just; none of them is crooked or perverse. All of them are clear to the perceptive, etc." What is meant by "In righteousness, all the words of my mouth"? Everything that the Lord has spoken from His mouth in righteousness, they are righteous and upright. Therefore it is said, "You are righteous, O Lord, and Your judgments are upright." Just as You are righteous, so are Your judgments righteous and upright. And it is also said (Deuteronomy 4:7), "For what great nation is there that has God so close to them, etc." And so the Assembly of Israel said (Nehemiah 9:13), "And You descended upon Mount Sinai and spoke with them from heaven, and gave them just ordinances, etc." Therefore it is said, "You are righteous, O Lord, etc." "You have commanded righteousness in Your testimonies." What is meant by "You have commanded righteousness"? The Lord acted righteously with Israel by giving them the Torah. And it is also said (Deuteronomy 6:24), "And the Lord commanded us to do all these statutes, to fear the Lord our God, etc." What is written after it? "And it will be righteousness for us if we are careful to do all these commandments before the Lord our God, etc." Therefore it is said, "You have commanded righteousness in Your testimonies." "What is faith? Great faith is the Torah, in which the Lord created his world and swore by it, as it is said (Psalm 89:3): "Where are your former mercies, O Lord, which you swore to David in your faithfulness?" Therefore, the Torah is called "very faithful". (Psalm 119:139) "My zeal has consumed me," etc. David said, "I am not jealous of the food and drink of the wicked, but I am jealous of all the good that you bring upon them, and how they have forgotten your Torah." And likewise it says (Lamentations 3:17): "You have removed peace from my life," etc. Therefore it is said, "For they have forgotten your word, my enemy." (Psalm 119:139) "Your word is very pure," etc. What is meant by "very pure"? A parable: To what is this matter comparable? To a king who had a bowl of silver. He gave the silver to a refiner and said to him, "Refine it for me." He put it in the crucible, refined it, and took it out. He said to him, "Refine it again." He refined it a second time, and a third time. So too, the Holy One, blessed be He, refined the Torah 49 times. And it says (Proverbs 30:5), "Every word of God is pure." And it says (Psalm 12:7), "The words of the Lord are pure words," etc. Thus, the Torah is interpreted in 49 ways. Therefore it is said (Proverbs 30:5), "Every word of God is pure." And it says, "Your word is very pure."