וָֽ֭אֲחַשְּׁבָה לָדַ֣עַת זֹ֑את עָמָ֖ל היא [ה֣וּא] בְעֵינָֽי׃
내가 어찌면 이를 알까 하여 생각한즉 내게 심히 곤란하더니
Rashi on Psalms
to know this what the manner of the Holy One, blessed be He, is. So it is iniquity in my eyes. This manner appeared to me as iniquity and not justice.