כִּֽי־אַחֲרֵ֤י שׁוּבִי֙ נִחַ֔מְתִּי וְאַֽחֲרֵי֙ הִוָּ֣דְעִ֔י סָפַ֖קְתִּי עַל־יָרֵ֑ךְ בֹּ֚שְׁתִּי וְגַם־נִכְלַ֔מְתִּי כִּ֥י נָשָׂ֖אתִי חֶרְפַּ֥ת נְעוּרָֽי׃
«我回轉以後，就懊悔了；我醒悟自己以後，就捶打大腿；我感到羞愧，甚至蒙羞受辱，因為我擔負著我幼年時的恥辱。»
Rashi
I had been brought to know myself That I thought of myself that I was treacherous, (aparsoujjge in O. F.).
Rashi
the reproach of my youth That my enemies can reproach me for the sins of my youth.