에스더 4:14의 유대 사상

כִּ֣י אִם־הַחֲרֵ֣שׁ תַּחֲרִישִׁי֮ בָּעֵ֣ת הַזֹּאת֒ רֶ֣וַח וְהַצָּלָ֞ה יַעֲמ֤וֹד לַיְּהוּדִים֙ מִמָּק֣וֹם אַחֵ֔ר וְאַ֥תְּ וּבֵית־אָבִ֖יךְ תֹּאבֵ֑דוּ וּמִ֣י יוֹדֵ֔עַ אִם־לְעֵ֣ת כָּזֹ֔את הִגַּ֖עַתְּ לַמַּלְכֽוּת׃

이 때에 네가 만일 잠잠하여 말이 없으면 유다인은 다른 데로 말미암아 놓임과 구원을 얻으려니와 너와 네 아비 집은 멸망하리라 네가 왕후의 위를 얻은 것이 이 때를 위함이 아닌지 누가 아느냐

Olat Reiyah

"My God, before I was created I was not worthy, and now that I have been created it is as if I had not been created": Before I was created, that entire boundless time from naught until I was created, of course there was nothing in the world that needed me. Because if I was a deficiency vis-à-vis some purpose and fulfillment I would have been created, and since I was not created until that time it is a sign, that I was not worthy until then to have been created, and I was not needed but rather for the "moment like this" (Esther 4:14) for which I was created, because the moment has arrived for me to fulfill something to complete reality. And had I dedicated my actions towards the purpose of my creation [then] "here I am" (Genesis 22:1, Genesis 22:7, Exodus 3:4) now worthy. However since my deeds are not directed towards The Good Purpose behold I have not reached the purpose of my creation and I am still not worthy like beforehand.
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