כִּֽי־אַחֲרֵ֤י שׁוּבִי֙ נִחַ֔מְתִּי וְאַֽחֲרֵי֙ הִוָּ֣דְעִ֔י סָפַ֖קְתִּי עַל־יָרֵ֑ךְ בֹּ֚שְׁתִּי וְגַם־נִכְלַ֔מְתִּי כִּ֥י נָשָׂ֖אתִי חֶרְפַּ֥ת נְעוּרָֽי׃
“Sapagkat pagkatapos kong manumbalik, ako'y nagsisi; at pagkatapos kong makilala ang aking sarili, hinampas ko ang aking hita; ako'y nahiya, at nalagay pa sa kahihiyan, sapagkat pinasan ko ang kadustaan ng aking kabataan.”
Rashi
I have completely changed my mind I regret my abominations.
Rashi
I had been brought to know myself That I thought of myself that I was treacherous, (aparsoujjge in O. F.).
Rashi
the reproach of my youth That my enemies can reproach me for the sins of my youth.